More from Brit Documentary: "I Used to Be Cool"
More bits from Britney Spears' upcoming documentary have trickled out and they further paint the pop tart as a sad and lonely star.
We already told you what Britney said about being trapped under her father's care and her marriage to Kevin Federline. Well, she also talks about ex-boyfriend Justin Timberlake, the "bad people" she had to shed from her life and her current state of unhappiness.
"With Justin, he was a part of the magnitude of what I had become," she says. "So when he was gone I was like, What am I supposed to do with myself? I was devastated, but I handled it a lot better than the [split] with Kevin. He started to do an [solo] album and he started to do things for himself, and I just never saw him anymore. When it ended I felt so alone. I didn't really wanna think about the reality of it. I never faced it."
She also addresses her 2007 breakdown and recovery, saying, "Sometimes it can get kinda lonely... I had totally lost my way — I lost focus, I lost myself. I let certain people into my life that were just bad people, because I was lonely. I really paid the consequences for that. Big time... What the hell was I thinking?"
Although she's an international superstar, Brit makes it seem pretty lonely at the top. "Do I know my life is weird?" she asks, before breaking down in tears. "It's all I've ever known. I don't see it as being weird... I just cope with it every day... I'm sad. Normal is really different for everybody... In my situation, I try to make it as normal as possible for me... It could be a lot worse. There are people out there who have it a lot worse than I do. I used to be a cool chick but I feel like the paparazzi have taken that away from me, like, the way I used to live my life. I used to be a cool chick but I'm not anymore."
The 90 minute documentary, Britney: For the Record airs Nov. 30 on MTV. Her new CD, Circus, drops on her birthday, Dec. 2.
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READERS COMMENTS:
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I dont like the CD that she came out with i think it sucks
-- Lindsey
you'll always be cool
-- me
well thats what happens when your doing the wrong thing in life she not famus because of her voice (she sounds like a dieing cow) its because she will take off her clothes she could of modeled or been a stripper (she all ready strips any way
-- kkelly
Britney you will always be cool! Look how far you have come in the last year! Be very proud of yourself! You are awesome!!!
-- Maxi
be who you are and don't let anyone confuse you. you are most important, not whether you are a "star" or not. your true self will find your true friends.
-- jessie
Despite what she's gone through these past years she has still been one of my favorite idols,and i am just happy to see she has the support that she needs will remain sober(hopefully) and get whats most of her life back.~Best of luck to you on your & I Wish you well on your full recovery Britney~
-- Kaylee D.
i can't wait to see the documentary! she has been through a lot, especially the KFed (who she never should have been involved with) screwed up her life! may her lesson teach other ladies out there who deserve a better man
-- val
Used to be COOL! No doubt about it. You were the COOLEST little ho in the whole Trailer Park.
-- Bubba
Britney is doing so much better!
-- Congrats!
i love you briteny you are so beautiful i hope your son is ok
-- briteny spears fan1 |
